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Goodbye

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My bird died today. Some half hour ago or so. As I wrote in my journal, she just got all sick and couldn't movr. Her neck was twisted, it bent backwards almost all the way over her shoulders, but not normal, it was not how it should be. She was suffering. My mom smothered her with a towel to end her misery and I buried her in our little garden. But before I did, I sat on the ground, holding the towel she was in, and just nuzzled her and cried for a few minutes. She smelled like she always had, as if she was alive. I actually looked at her intently as if to see if she was still alive, not really dead, maybe just sleeping, maybe she survived....?
But no. I could see blood on the towel next to her head. She looked so small. I couldn't bear to put her undergorund and never see her again. But mom came and helped me, and now she's there, forever a memory. Me and my friend Angelica will make a tombstone for her. She deserves it.
But yeah, I made a picture. I had to. That's my fursona cuddling Snövit in the towel. No I did not draw her body, I felt that was too morbid okay? It's supposed to look like the folds of the towel are bent so you can't see her. Yeah the towel looks bad. I wasn't exactly in the happiest mood when I drew this, so everything looks sloppy but does it matter? I just wanted to pay my little bird a tribute.

I love you, you little scamp. I love you so much. Your tweeting was a joy to hear, when I came home you'd chirp to welcome me, you'd to crazy things such as eating buggers from my nose. You'd look to me for comforting when you were scared. I think you loved me too. And I hope. :).
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